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Where are the days, weeks, months going. It's really scary how fast time goes. Is it because I'm getting older. My best friend always tells me I'm not old, but thats how I feel when I drag myself out of bed at 6am every morning and drop into it again, still unmade, at midnight or later.
Then I go to school and mix with kids who are younger than my own kids and I love their company and they seem to be happy with mine as well, so for those hours I don't feel old. I should stop feeling sorry for myself but sometimes I just want to crawl into bed and forget about the real world and just stay in this world. But life's not like that, you have to have the bad to appreciate the good.
Enough ramblings.
I'm healthy, I have two beautiful children and I also have the world of QAF and Ben and Michael to disappear into when I need it. Through them I have made the most amazing and wonderful friends, I have learnt how to build a website, make fanart and write fanfic, all things that I would have considered impossible 5 years ago.
So to Ben and Michael, who will always have my respect, love and loyalty forever (some people call it an obsession), to QAF for existing and to my friends who get me through my dark days...Thank You.
Then I go to school and mix with kids who are younger than my own kids and I love their company and they seem to be happy with mine as well, so for those hours I don't feel old. I should stop feeling sorry for myself but sometimes I just want to crawl into bed and forget about the real world and just stay in this world. But life's not like that, you have to have the bad to appreciate the good.
Enough ramblings.
I'm healthy, I have two beautiful children and I also have the world of QAF and Ben and Michael to disappear into when I need it. Through them I have made the most amazing and wonderful friends, I have learnt how to build a website, make fanart and write fanfic, all things that I would have considered impossible 5 years ago.
So to Ben and Michael, who will always have my respect, love and loyalty forever (some people call it an obsession), to QAF for existing and to my friends who get me through my dark days...Thank You.